Time to Retire?
Maybe it's the winter blues (last year about this time I blogged about "the Doldrums") or some other reason, but lately I've been less interested in cross-dressing. I even passed up a golden opportunity to dress a week or so ago. But I've been pondering the age-old question of when and if I will ever hang up the heels for good.
It is something that I've thought about and talked to my wife about several times. I recall being in my 20's and seeing t-girls in their 40's on the internet wearing fish-net stockings high heels and mini-skirts and being sure that I would have given it up by the time I am that age. I figured that CDing was about looking cute and attractive and that there comes a certain age when that is not attainable anymore.
Over the years I have corresponded with many Cross-dressers that have convinced me that the desire to wear women's clothing doesn't usually go away. But I have also hear from a few "former" cross-dressers that say they don't do it anymore. So it is possible that some cross-dressers do retire and do so silently so that no one really knows about them.
As time has passed for me and I've examined my feelings I eventually came to the conclusion that I would keep taking time to visit my feminine persona as long as it was still enjoyable. However, this past year has been one of the most fun years for me in respect to Heidi adventures, yet I find that I'm not very motivated to check my Heidi emails, update my blog, post pictures, or update my youtube videos.
Maybe doing so much last year is the reason for this let-down, ie. many of my goals have been attained. I'm not really sure where I'm going with this blog post and don't even have the motivation right now to think it through properly. In all likelihood this feeling will pass and things will be back to normal.
I'd love to hear your thoughts on the matter.
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